I love talking about nothing...

Brave words....you know what else are brave words?
Bannana hammock....and Cock holster.
You know what a cock holster is?
Your mouth.
SO use it.

So today, me an Keith got fuuuucked uuuuup! We went to a bar and called eac other names and made fun of each other, and he even kicked me in the nuts. The we went to the park and things took a compleatly different turn. Shiiiiiit boy. You're like, fuckin bipolar or some shit. Its cool though, I deffinitly had alot of fun haha.

Ps I sing in the shower.

Also, I think Im gonna go to North Carolina...stay with my family for a while, see my old friends.

Wanna come with? haha! >.

I am Adams enflamed sence of rejection.

Looks like its over between me and William...
:( He said one thing in particular that really hurt me.
Even if he did say he didn't mean it later, it was a low blow.
Way harsh.
I just wanted him to be around more so my stupid hormones wouldnt get the best of me and make me fuck up like I knew they would.
One fuck up after another.
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FUck fuck fuck fuck.

Im sorry?

STOP!!!

Ok...

Met some people.
that was nice.
Finally got to talk to Oliver, Kind of weired but we have alot in common, we went to a bar together.

And Jordan, the pool thing was fun. :)

Keith!!! Oh you windy sonofa bitch! All that over a cigarette.
You sir, are a glorious man. I look forward to seeing you at naked club.
Mmm we got piss ass drunk! But your still a dick. You thretened to make me not be able to have babies!!!

and Greg Drakes back. :) I missed him.

Also! Hey ATTENTION ALL NAKED CLUB MEMBERS DID YOU GUYS QUIT?! BECAUSE i HAVENT SEEN ALOT OF YOU AROUND LATLEY! WHAT THE FUCK! iF YOUR STILL IN LEAVE ME A MESSEGE BECAUSE THAT NAKED CLUB PARTY? ITS HAPPENING.

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Because this is what Im all about.

A little R&R.

Cant you tell how miserable I am in my lawnchair in the kiddie pool? Im my boxers with my margarita and cigarettes, having only mister bear jr to talk to?

My neighbor called the cops. Maybe I shouldn't have been wharing nothing but my boxers but theres nothing to be done about it now...

Im lonley, some rub me down. *pout*

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You are all ass monkies.
Die.
I miss William.
I don't want to fight any more.

Thats right, another post.
SHut up you hapy filthy Americans!!

I did absolutley nothing today except draw.
This is what came of it.

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You said if I huged Greg Drake jr hard you'd feel it.
Are you feeling it right now?
Because I dont think I can hug any tighter....

Heeeey! Look at that! I'm actually kind of happy today!
Greg Drake took me to build a bear and we made a Mr.Bear jr, its even dressed like him and has a paint brush and everything!
After that we went back to my house and cuddled on the couch while we watched Fight Club because that movie owns my sould and Edward Norten is glorious.

On another note.
I might be going away for a few weeks but I'm still not sure yet and I dont know when.

Will you miss me?


ANd for your amusement.

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I guess I feel a little better right now.
Greg Drake watched the sun set with me and lectured me about smoking and how it was bad for me. He said hed cry if I got cancer.
So I drew him a picture!

Thats for you Greg Drake!!!

The rest of you can kiss my pretty scene ass.
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Stop making me sad guys. Do you not want to see this glorious smile every day? Don't you? huh?! Dont Lie to me!!

Seriously though, I think I'm gonna be happy and then I'm sad al over again. This cant be healthy.
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I think my heads about to explode from an over load....

Will you cant do this to me! Say something like that and not wait for my over all reaction. :( No fair!!!

Ugh! Im so confused, I don't even know what to think any more...

You know what? Fuck every body! I dont even know if I spelled every body right!

I, try so hard to please, thats why I fuckin put out for any one I really like but I realize thats not doing shit to help soI m just gonna stop...maybe...I'll try at least.

I'm tired of getting my hopes up for people who dont even care about me the way I care about them so fuck, what ever the fuck ever man.

I'm tired of just dicking around. I think Im ready for a more stedy relationship. I'm twenty five for fuck sake!! I'm not getting any younger here!

So there it is. I no longer belong to Alex or any one for that matter. And its gonna stay that way untill I find someone who loves me as much as I love them. And they have to make me smile like this.( Read more... )

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I don't know.

Im sitting in a giant plastic tube in the park, painting te walls of its insides with my own blood, waiting to passe out.

What happedned?

Life happened.

I don't want to be involved with some one who dosn't care about me.

I think I just want some one to love me. I mean really love me. Not my body or antics. But all of me, the real me. The one whos been kicked around all his life and pretends to be happy so people like him.




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Alex has upset me.

Im not even really sure why I'm taking it so hard and being so stubborn about it too.

Im stupid thats all.
And insted of working it out I go spoon with by best friend while we watch Fight Club. Mmmm. I need lye and fat.

Wait a minute Mr. Bear this is crazy!! Thats right Greg Drake! I'm talking bout you! I don't think I want to be a bear....

With that I will seduce you all with my uber clever sexynesssssss.....

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Aaaaaaahhhh...ok!
Lets get a re-cap on this week!
Been kidnaped by a bear named Greg Drake.
He wants to turn me even though he knows I'm marked by a vampire already.
He painted a picture of me nakkid. (I know you all wanna see it you perverts!)
I met Conner and bought him coffee.(bad idea. he got totaly spracked.)
Been hanging out with Adam G who is glorious because he buys me drinks.
Uuuummmm I need to plan when this naked club party is so you guys tell me when your gonna be fee so we can party nekkid and stuff.
My ass hurts when I sit or try to walk. (Thanks Alex....)
I've been trying to figure out what dubin means.
I've decided I want a man survant.
I have discovered erasable permanent markers! (Irony to the max!)
I've decided I miss William and the desire to see him is burning deeply with in me like the fires of a thousand suns.
And Ive decided a poll needs to be done.

p.s.
Ice cream and head in a resteraunt. Soon.


Are you gay?
Do you enjoy the company of other men?
Dose saying the word banana hammock bring you great pleasure?

Ok, so I'm kindof a whore some times.
But four people isnt that much is it?
I'm single and Im a guy so why not have fun?
It dosn't mean it means nothing to me.
I dont have sex with just ANYONE.
I'm just not tied down so I don't see the point in being monogomous.
And untill I am tied down I will continue to whore with those select few.

ps Adam Burbank Lazzara is teh coolest.

Ok! So I've decided.
The naked club needs to like have a biiiig party.
And all of us need to get together, get trashed and party and werak havoc and like...streak or something.
All of those in favor say I!
I'am open to any and all suggestions for more activities for this glorious naked club party.

Adam likes new orleans, and he wants it.
Adam wants to take over the world.
Adam could use some sex right now.
Make it happen people.
Come over here and rub me down babe!